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Girl A by Abigail Dean
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Girl A

Debut
We love supporting debut authors. Congrats, Abigail Dean, on your first book!

by Abigail Dean

Quick take

This haunting exploration of trauma and survival is a gripping portrait of family, violence, and memory.

Good to know

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    Psychological

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    Nonlinear timeline

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    Sad

  • Illustrated icon, Icon_Unsettling

    Unsettling

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FYI

This book has scenes that depict child abuse, domestic violence, PTSD, and suicide.

Why I love it

Paula Hawkins
Author, Into the Water

Every so often you come across a debut novel so accomplished, so carefully thought out and written with such conviction that it leaves you astonished. Abigail Dean’s Girl A is just one such debut.

The novel tells the story of Lex Gracie, a young woman whose childhood was blighted by her abusive parents. After her mother dies in prison, Lex is bequeathed the ‘House of Horrors’ in which she and her six siblings were raised. In an attempt to salvage some good from her awful past, Lex comes up with the idea to turn the house into a community center, but in order to do so she must find a way to connect with and convince her brothers and sisters, all of whom are struggling to overcome the pain of their past, to go along with her plan.

Dean has written a psychological drama which calls to mind the darkest crime stories of our time. She has interesting questions to pose about the prurient nature of true crime narratives, but she is most concerned not with the particular horrors of Lex and her siblings’ early lives, but in their resilience and courage. This is a story about redemption, the limits of forgiveness, and the extraordinary endurance of familial love.

Harrowing and moving in equal measure, and with echoes of Emma Donoghue’s Room and Gillian Flynn’s Dark Places, Girl A is that rare treasure—a page turner with real depth.

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Synopsis

"'Girl A,' she said. 'The girl who escaped. If anyone was going to make it, it was going to be you.'"

Lex Gracie doesn't want to think about her family. She doesn't want to think about growing up in her parents' House of Horrors. And she doesn't want to think about her identity as Girl A: the girl who escaped, the eldest sister who freed her older brother and four younger siblings. It's been easy enough to avoid her parents—her father never made it out of the House of Horrors he created, and her mother spent the rest of her life behind bars. But when her mother dies in prison and leaves Lex and her siblings the family home, she can't run from her past any longer. Together with her sister, Evie, Lex intends to turn the House of Horrors into a force for good. But first she must come to terms with her siblings—and with the childhood they shared.

What begins as a propulsive tale of escape and survival becomes a gripping psychological family story about the shifting alliances and betrayals of sibling relationships—about the secrets our siblings keep, from themselves and each other. Who have each of these siblings become? How do their memories defy or galvanize Lex's own? As Lex pins each sibling down to agree to her family's final act, she discovers how potent the spell of their shared family mythology is, and who among them remains in its thrall and who has truly broken free.

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Preview

Get an early look from the first pages of Girl A.

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19959 ratings
  • 33% Love
  • 50% Like
  • 17% Dislike
  • Liberty , MO

    Wow! This book kept me on my toes until the very end. I don’t want to give away all of the twists and turns, but this is one rollercoaster of a read. I didn’t expect this to be so emotional. SO GOOD.

  • New Providence, NJ

    Haunting. The writing is superb & it’s structured perfectly in a way that slowly unraveled the past & Lex’s (and her siblings’) past trauma. It painted a real portrait of trauma & different survival

  • San Antonio, TX

    Could not put this down as soon as I picked it up. I bawled at the thought of the conditions “Girl A” and her siblings had to endure at the hands of the people that are supposed to love them the most.

  • Cumberland, VA

    This book is not for the faint of heart. It deals with horrific child abuse and the way it destroys and distorts the lives of the characters, after they’re adults. Yet, it’s a book I will not forget.

  • Allentown, PA

    Very long chapters if you’re a person that’s like me who has to read until the end of a chapter! Such a sad, tragic story told by Girl A, and it truly makes you feel so humble. Absolutely must read!!

  • Cary, NC

    The haunting story of Girl A: the girl that escaped her parents’ House of Horrors. The author wisely centered the novel on the effects abuse had in Girl A and her siblings. This one will stay with me.

  • Clemmons, NC

    As a survivor of abuse & trauma, I found this book comforting almost. Strange but true. It’s a dark page turner with a constant thread of hope (and love!) running through it. Even at its most tragic.

  • San Diego , CA

    It took me a second to wrap my head around the writing style but once I did I couldn’t put the book down! Lex’s story is raw and powerful. I hung onto every word, you can’t help but root for her.

  • Bartow, FL

    I flew through this book- i figured out the twist early on but that didn’t make me like it less. I was disappointed there wasn’t more of an explanation on the mom, or Daniel, and that Ethan thrived.

  • Crown Point , IN

    Some of the story unfolded as I expected it, but there were times I felt my heart in my throat. Lex’s voice is very steady and confident. She’s the perfect one to narrate the lives of her siblings.

  • Ballwin, MO

    Wow! One of the best books I’ve ever read. So well written and an incredible story. Kept me page turning the whole time. The narrator is like able and the twists at the end kept me guessing. Recommend

  • Littleton, CO

    Loved this book and just when you think you have it figured out there’s more twists and turns. Really need another book to branch off stories Of some of the other characters, especially the older bro

  • Fredericksburg , VA

    This was so hard to read just from an emotional standpoint but such a great book. The family dynamics are so hard, I don’t blame the mom for everything, there was domestic abuse we don’t get to see

  • Mundelein , IL

    While I wouldn’t categorize this one as suspense, it is a riveting character study. It shows the aftermath in the wake of a horrifying childhood as the girl who escaped reconnects with her siblings.

  • Eagle Lake , MN

    Just wow ... I couldn’t put this book down! It had so many twists and turns, I was sad to see it end. However I disliked the ending. I was expecting a little more. Otherwise it was a wonderful book!

  • Walhalla, SC

    GirlA is not suspense, so dont expect it to be. Its more. It is a post-trauma character story, written in hauntingly beautiful gothic-like language about the devastating squalor that is GirlA’s life.

  • N Miami Beach , FL

    This was a twisty insight into the mind of a trauma survivor. The things we hold on to cope and keep going. Worth every tear, every minute of holding my breath and wanting to run away. Hit very close.

  • Alburtis, PA

    If you've read The Room then you'll enjoy this book. It's tough to put it down once you get into it and the events, though tragic just keep coming. I really liked it and the end is not what you expect

  • Union, NJ

    100% a dark page turner. The twists I expected were not what came (and was glad for avoiding the cliches I expected). I feel that the ending fell a little flat to what was discovered and built up to.

  • Herndon , VA

    So heart wrenching and sad, but almost an uplifting read sometimes at the same time. Felt realistic and raw. I loved the way the chapters are set up too. Jumped around a little like memories! Loved it

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