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My Dark Vanessa by Kate Elizabeth Russell
Contemporary fiction

My Dark Vanessa

Debut
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by Kate Elizabeth Russell

Quick take

After a teacher is accused of sexual assault, his former student reckons with the traumatic relationship they shared.

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    Nonlinear timeline

  • Illustrated icon, Icon_Sad

    Sad

  • Illustrated icon, Literary

    Literary

  • Illustrated icon, Icon_GraphicViolence

    Graphic violence

Synopsis

2000. Bright, ambitious, and yearning for adulthood, fifteen-year-old Vanessa Wye becomes entangled in an affair with Jacob Strane, her magnetic and guileful forty-two-year-old English teacher.

2017. Amid the rising wave of allegations against powerful men, a reckoning is coming due. Strane has been accused of sexual abuse by a former student, who reaches out to Vanessa, and now Vanessa suddenly finds herself facing an impossible choice: remain silent, firm in the belief that her teenage self willingly engaged in this relationship, or redefine herself and the events of her past. But how can Vanessa reject her first love, the man who fundamentally transformed her and has been a persistent presence in her life? Is it possible that the man she loved as a teenager—and who professed to worship only her—may be far different from what she has always believed?

Alternating between Vanessa’s present and her past, My Dark Vanessa juxtaposes memory and trauma with the breathless excitement of a teenage girl discovering the power her own body can wield. Thought-provoking and impossible to put down, this is a masterful portrayal of troubled adolescence and its repercussions that raises vital questions about agency, consent, complicity, and victimhood. My Dark Vanessa is an era-defining novel that brilliantly captures and reflects the shifting cultural mores transforming our relationships and society itself.

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  • Staten Island , NY

    Wow! Although extremely troubling, this book spreads light on the exploitation of a child away from her parents, entrusted at school, eager to fit in and be loved.

  • Spartanburg , SC

    This book is so heavy and emotional and dark! And lets not forget triggering. It got me so wrapped up in so many feelings but it was such a good book.

  • Marshfield, MA

    I loved this book. It was intense and the way the story juxtaposed the past with the present was brilliant.

  • Clayville, NY

    Wow.

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  • South Jordan , UT

    It seemed to drag on a bit and i just wasn't overly impressed. There were points that should have been touched on more.

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