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The Push by Ashley Audrain
Thriller

The Push

Debut
We love supporting debut authors. Congrats, Ashley Audrain, on your first book!

by Ashley Audrain

Quick take

A nightmarish look at what happens when a mother's little bundle of joy becomes her greatest source of fear.

Good to know

  • Illustrated icon, Icon_FamilyDrama

    Family drama

  • Illustrated icon, Icon_Creepy

    Creepy

  • Illustrated icon, Icon_MamaDrama

    Mama drama

  • Illustrated icon, Icon_Unsettling

    Unsettling

Why I love it

Aimee Molloy
Author, Goodnight Beautiful

Confession: it’s been a while since I’ve been able to read a book cover to cover. No matter how much I’ve longed to read, or how many worthy books have found their way to me, I’ve been too distracted by the state of the world to stick with anything for long. And then, behold, I received a copy of The Push by Ashley Audrain. I’ll just take a peek, I thought. Hours later, there I was, reading the last page by iPhone flashlight, unaware of anything other than the world I’d just inhabited.

The premise: A woman named Blythe, who is disinclined to motherhood, gets married and then pregnant. Her daughter Violet arrives and, overwhelmed and exhausted, Blythe decides there’s something very wrong with the child. Her husband disagrees, accuses Blythe of imagining things. But he’s out of the house most of the day and doesn’t see what she does—a young girl, devoid of empathy and incapable of affection.

Blythe’s complicated feelings for her daughter are made more complicated by the arrival of a second child, a son she adores. Blythe narrates as if she’s speaking directly to her husband and the technique provides for a wonderfully immersive and intimate read that culminates in one of the best last lines I’ve read in years, hands down.

Bottom line: This debut is a masterful mix of suspense and inventiveness, captivating from the first page—in other words, the exact thing we could all use right now.

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Synopsis

Blythe Connor is determined that she will be the warm, comforting mother to her new baby Violet that she herself never had.

But in the thick of motherhood’s exhausting early days, Blythe becomes convinced that something is wrong with her daughter—she doesn’t behave like most children do.

Or is it all in Blythe’s head? Her husband, Fox, says she’s imagining things. The more Fox dismisses her fears, the more Blythe begins to question her own sanity, and the more we begin to question what Blythe is telling us about her life as well.

Then their son Sam is born—and with him, Blythe has the blissful connection she’d always imagined with her child. Even Violet seems to love her little brother. But when life as they know it is changed in an instant, the devastating fallout forces Blythe to face the truth.

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Preview

Get an early look from the first pages of The Push.

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10197 ratings
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  • 5% Dislike
  • Birmingham, AL

    I wouldn’t call this a thriller, it’s a psychological, character study of a woman who believes her child is evil. This was heart wrenching & terrifying. A taboo subject done well. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️\5

  • Miramar, FL

    This book is an amazing, hot, twisted mess! I could not put this book down. It had me under its spell from the first page. I definitely want to reread this ASAP. ☆☆☆☆☆ for a magnificent debut novel!

  • Modesto , CA

    This book has so many twist and turns in it i couldn't put it down. This book did not disappoint me. I might be rereading this again & id recommend it also. ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Going to be adding it to my fav books

  • Virginia Beach, VA

    I cannot recommend or say i loved this book enough! If you haven’t read it... NOW is the time. Do not miss this thriller about what happens if you DON’T love your child. 5 star read! ????????????????????

  • Fort worth, TX

    This book may not be for you if you like a clear cut ending! But i also could not put it down! It makes you think and I highlighted this quote “A mother’s heart breaks a million ways in her lifetime”.

  • Bellaire, TX

    Brutal honesty about how becoming a mother isn’t always the “most natural thing in the world” and thats ok and how when you dont know the whole story a pattern may seem unavoidable. You never know...

  • Mount Vernon , NY

    Do You Like Slow Burns Or Books That Hook You From The Start ? Listen, I’m team get to the point, this goes for all genres. Don’t drag the plot giving us a little bit of nothing every few pages. I I

  • Lewisville, TX

    Wow! The Push, by @ashleyaudrain is a completely unique, harrowing, captivating story. It’s one of those books you can’t put down, it is so riveting, yet you dread reading it and finding out what com

  • Land O Lakes, FL

    The hype is real. I’m a fan of the genre, but since “Gone Girl”, domestic suspense can feel formulaic. This was unique enough to hold my attention. I devoured it in a day, but heed content warnings.

  • Pasadena, MD

    The Push is a haunting and thought-provoking story about motherhood, generational trauma, and loss. This is psychological & women’s fiction at it’s best. Very well written- not for the faint of heart.

  • Greenwood Village, CO

    What an insane book! The plot was chilling, and I couldn’t stop thinking about it. So many questions, was Violet that way from birth or was it her mother’s reaction to her? And the way push was used..

  • Silver Spring, MD

    Honestly the multiple perspectives & story lines had me hooked on multiple levels. It’s basically a book where everyone is imperfect/not a “good guy” in their own unique way. Really kept me hooked!

  • Billings, MT

    WHOA. This book is very dark and disturbing. I won’t recommend it to many readers due to the content, but the writing is excellent & it’s an unputdownable domestic thriller. Such an impressive debut!

  • Shady Side, MD

    I really enjoyed this book and flew through it, but it didn’t live up to all the hype I heard about it. Entertaining but I feel there could have been a better climax and ending. A little disappointing

  • Southgate, MI

    I could not put this down! I felt like I was in a trance. Is her daughter a monster? Or is it all in her head? I was glad there were twists but it didn’t cause whiplash like some thrillers. Loved it!

  • Junction City , KS

    This was my favorite book I’ve read in a long time! It gives great insights to the dynamics between mother and daughter when both struggle with mental health needs and more. Definitely is one to read!

  • Troy, NY

    Absolutely loved this book. It’s written as if the main character is talking to her husband, in a sad post break state. And the author’s not afraid to have a mother who has trouble loving her child.

  • Brooklyn, NY

    I can’t believe this is a debut novel! The author is amazing. There are some lines I had to read again since she describes motherhood and the disturbing party’s of motherhood so well. The push! Love

  • Dallas, TX

    This book was WILD. That ending! The way it was written with short, choppy chapters had me flying through it and built the suspense so well. I love that this wasn’t a thriller in the traditional sense

  • Mesa, AZ

    This book is an insane and twisted journey and I loved every bit of it. I couldn’t put it down and ended up finishing it in practically one sitting. Such a great debut and I can’t wait for more.

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