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Pull Me Under by Kelly Luce
Literary fiction

Pull Me Under

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by Kelly Luce

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Quick take

Luce delves deep into the problems Rio faced - losing her mother, being abandoned by her father and tormented by the school bully - but never once makes excuses for her violent act.

Why I love it

What no one knows about Rio Silvestri, a thirty-something woman living a picture perfect life in Colorado with her husband and daughter, is that when she was 12 years old and living in Japan, she stabbed the school bully in the neck with a letter opener. Gasp!

Rio would be content to keep her secret hidden for the rest of her life, but when a mysterious letter arrives at her doorstep informing her of the death of her father, Rio realizes she may not have put the past completely behind her She journeys back to Japan alone for his funeral opening the door to decades-old hurts and grief, while taking readers on a dark journey in search of truth and closure.

Kelly Luce is an incendiary writer, and her sentences sizzle like a lit fuse. Beginning with the story of Rio’s traumatic childhood in Japan, Luce delves deep into the problems Rio faced - losing her mother, being abandoned by her father and tormented by the school bully - but never once makes excuses for her violent act. Instead Luce captures Rio’s loneliness and rage, and explores these themes with rawness and compassion, from Rio’s teen years as a resident of a Japanese psychiatric facility, through to her years of rebuilding herself in America, right up to her return to Japan.

The question at the heart of this psychologically intense mystery is not a whodunit - we know Rio did it. Instead, the mystery lies within Rio herself: Has she really changed? Will returning to Japan make her repressed feelings and anger come bubbling to the surface? Is it possible to be a whole person without redemption or forgiveness? Can a person ever escape her past?

I cannot stress enough how magnificent the writing is in the book, and how well Luce breathes a haunting realism into the story so that despair and hope become entwined.

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Member ratings (1,482)

  • Amber A.

    Denver, CO

    This book really took me away; it's thought provoking, well thought out and written and even made me chuckle more than once. Sometimes it feels so much better losing yourself in someone else's issues.

  • Katrina J.

    Marysville, WA

    This book takes you through so many emotions and always keeps you wondering, even at the end there are a couple unanswered questions, which usually drives me batty, but in this book it works perfectly

  • Sarah R.

    Upland, CA

    This book was so much better than I expected. And I expected it to be good. In short, this is a story of self discovery which leads to self acceptance. No matter where you go, you are already here.

  • Jennifer S.

    San Benito, TX

    At first I didn't think it was going to be a relatable book to me and boy was I wrong. Great story on how the past catches up with you and the mask you wear to try and conceal. I cried at the ending!!

  • Lindsay W.

    Coeur d'Alene, ID

    I loved this book. The growth, the lack of excuses she makes for her behavior, the writing was beautiful. She was relatable too - I haven't killed someone, but everyone's felt that blackness creeping.

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