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Since We Fell by Dennis Lehane

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Since We Fell

by Dennis Lehane

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Lehane knows when to pull back and take his time with the story, and when to up the tension and white-knuckle it to the finish.

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The new novel from Dennis Lehane, bestselling author of Mystic River and Shutter Island.

"Lehane is the master of complex human characters thrust into suspenseful, page-turning situations."
—Gillian Flynn

Since We Fell follows Rachel Childs, a former journalist who, after an on-air mental breakdown, now lives as a virtual shut-in. In all other respects, however, she enjoys an ideal life with an ideal husband. Until a chance encounter on a rainy afternoon causes that ideal life to fray. As does Rachel's marriage. As does Rachel herself. Sucked into a conspiracy thick with deception, violence, and possibly madness, Rachel must find the strength within herself to conquer unimaginable fears and mind-altering truths. By turns heart-breaking, suspenseful, romantic, and sophisticated, Since We Fell is a novel of profound psychological insight and tension. It is Dennis Lehane at his very best.

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Since We Fell

From chapter one:

On a Tuesday in May, in her thirty-fifth year, Rachel shot her husband dead. He stumbled backward with an odd look of confirmation on his face, as if some part of him had always known she'd do it.

He looked surprised too. She assumed she did as well.

Her mother wouldn't have been surprised.

Her mother, who never married, wrote a famous book on how to stay married. The chapters were named after stages Elizabeth Childs, Ph.D., had identified in any relationship that began in a state of mutual attraction. The book was entitled The Staircase and became so successful that her mother was convinced (she'd say "coerced") into writing two sequels, Reclimbing the Staircase and Steps of the Staircase: A Workbook, each of which sold more poorly than the last.

Privately, her mother thought all three books were "emotionally adolescent snake oil," but she reserved a wistful fondness forThe Staircase because she hadn't been aware, when she was writing it, how little she actually knew. She said this to Rachel when Rachel was ten. That same summer, late into her afternoon cocktails, she told her, "A man is the stories he tells about himself, and most of those stories are lies. Never look too closely. If you uncover his lies, it'll humiliate you both. Best to just live with the bullshit."

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Beautiful Ugly
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Bad Tourists
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Blacktop Wasteland
All the Dangerous Things
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The Stranger Upstairs
Gone Tonight
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The House Across the Lake
The Maidens
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The Last Party
The Silent Patient
The Family Upstairs
Girl A
The Hunting Wives
First Born
Breathless
You Belong Here
Forget Me Not
59 Minutes
Where He Left Me
Anatomy of an Alibi
The First Time I Saw Him
My Husband’s Wife
The Exes
Her Last Breath
The One Day You Were My Husband
Heart of Glass
When the Night Comes Knocking
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Famous Last Words
The Boyfriend
Count My Lies
First Lie Wins
King of Ashes
The Man Made of Smoke
A Talent for Murder
Beautiful Ugly
One Perfect Couple
Like Mother, Like Daughter
Retreat
Bad Tourists
Murder Road
The Fury
The Soulmate
Dark Corners
Blacktop Wasteland
All the Dangerous Things
The Broken Girls
We Were Never Here
The Golden Couple
The Stranger Upstairs
Gone Tonight
Too Good to Be True
You Are Not Alone
Not a Happy Family
Reckless Girls
The House Across the Lake
The Maidens
You're Invited
The Last Party
The Silent Patient
The Family Upstairs
Girl A
The Hunting Wives
First Born
Breathless
You Belong Here
Forget Me Not
59 Minutes
Where He Left Me
Anatomy of an Alibi
The First Time I Saw Him
My Husband’s Wife
The Exes
Her Last Breath
The One Day You Were My Husband
Heart of Glass
When the Night Comes Knocking