To the Moon and Back by Eliana Ramage

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To the Moon and Back by Eliana Ramage

Contemporary fiction

To the Moon and Back

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by Eliana Ramage

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A young Cherokee woman sets her sights on the moon in this story of intergenerational bonds and unstoppable dreams.

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  • Illustrated icon, 400

    400+ pages

  • Illustrated icon, Family_Drama

    Family drama

  • Illustrated icon, LGBTQ_themes

    LGBTQ+ themes

  • Illustrated icon, Salacious

    Salacious

Synopsis

Steph Harper is on the run. When she was six, her mother, Hannah, fled an abusive husband—with Steph and her younger sister, Kayla, in tow—to Cherokee Nation, where she hoped they might finally belong. In response, Steph sets her sights as far away from Oklahoma as she can get, vowing that she will let nothing get in the way of pursuing the rigorous physical and academic training she knows she will need to be accepted by NASA, and ultimately, to go to the moon.

Spanning three decades and several continents, To the Moon and Back encompasses Steph’s turbulent journey, along with the multifaceted and intertwined lives of the three women closest to her sister Kayla, an artist who goes on to become an Indigenous social media influencer, and whose determination to appear good takes her life to unexpected places; Steph’s college girlfriend Della Owens, who strives to reclaim her identity as an adult after being removed from her Cherokee family through a challenge to the Indian Child Welfare Act; and Hannah, Steph and Kayla’s mother, who has held up her family’s tribal history as a beacon of inspiration to her children, all the while keeping her own past a secret.

In Steph’s certainty that only her ambition can save her, she will stretch her bonds with each of these women to the point of breaking, at once betraying their love and generosity, and forcing them to reconsider their own deepest desires in her shadow. Told through an intricately woven tapestry of narrative, To the Moon and Back is an astounding and expansive novel of mothers and daughters, love and sacrifice, alienation and heartbreak, terror and wonder. At its core, it is the story of the extraordinary lengths to which one woman will go to find space for herself.

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This book contains scenes depicting suicide and mentions of domestic abuse.

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To the Moon and Back

Steph

REMOVAL

June 1987

I imagine her terrified. Our mother. Two children in the back seat. She drove like a woman followed, even after we left him at the foot of that tall hill. There was blood there, back in Texas, and tiny shards of glass still covered my sister. She sat beside me, her small body glittering in passing lights—the brights of cars, the moon.

I remember our mother pulling off the highway into dark towns, buying biscuits at the drive-through with small bills in a rubber band, pulled from under the driver’s seat. Kayla slept and I ate three biscuits, hers and mine and our mother’s, too. Our mother, who cried silently behind the steering wheel from Dallas to Plano to Sherman to McAlester. I practiced reading highway signs. Our mother helped me sound them out, until she didn’t.

I was in my school clothes. My underwear said Tuesday in cursive. A long time later, we passed a blue sign with a buffalo-skin shield and eagle feathers and little brown crosses. Oklahoma. Our mother corrected me, oh not ah, but she was talking again. She was alive. She pulled off the highway at the first rest stop past the blue sign and she took one giant breath, in and out with her eyes closed. I copied her. Kayla wiggled against the straps in her booster seat. She started to sing, happily and to herself.

I would grow up with stories in Tahlequah, though never the kind I asked for. There were no stories for what had happened, for why we’d left Texas and when we might return.

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Why we chose it...


This is a decade-spanning coming-of-age story that takes its time developing well-realized characters who are ambitious, passionate, and complex.


From binary stars to supermassive black holes, this book digs deep into big scientific ideas and is never afraid to get a little bit nerdy.


The multifaceted exploration of heritage, family, and identity raises compelling questions that kept us thinking long after the final page.

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Good Dirt
Home of the American Circus
A Family Matter
Penitence
The Names
The Griffin Sisters’ Greatest Hits
The Favorites
The Summer We Ran
Honey
The Bright Years
We All Live Here
The Leftover Woman
My Friends
The River Is Waiting
Water Baby
We Could Be Rats
The Same Bright Stars
The Three Lives of Cate Kay
What Happened to the McCrays?
Bye, Baby
Swan Song
The Days I Loved You Most
The Connellys of County Down
Joe Nuthin’s Guide to Life
Jackpot Summer
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