To the Moon and Back by Eliana Ramage

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To the Moon and Back by Eliana Ramage

Contemporary fiction

To the Moon and Back

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by Eliana Ramage

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A young Cherokee woman sets her sights on the moon in this story of intergenerational bonds and unstoppable dreams.

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  • Illustrated icon, 400

    400+ pages

  • Illustrated icon, Family_Drama

    Family drama

  • Illustrated icon, LGBTQ_themes

    LGBTQ+ themes

  • Illustrated icon, Salacious

    Salacious

Synopsis

Steph Harper is on the run. When she was six, her mother, Hannah, fled an abusive husband—with Steph and her younger sister, Kayla, in tow—to Cherokee Nation, where she hoped they might finally belong. In response, Steph sets her sights as far away from Oklahoma as she can get, vowing that she will let nothing get in the way of pursuing the rigorous physical and academic training she knows she will need to be accepted by NASA, and ultimately, to go to the moon.

Spanning three decades and several continents, To the Moon and Back encompasses Steph’s turbulent journey, along with the multifaceted and intertwined lives of the three women closest to her sister Kayla, an artist who goes on to become an Indigenous social media influencer, and whose determination to appear good takes her life to unexpected places; Steph’s college girlfriend Della Owens, who strives to reclaim her identity as an adult after being removed from her Cherokee family through a challenge to the Indian Child Welfare Act; and Hannah, Steph and Kayla’s mother, who has held up her family’s tribal history as a beacon of inspiration to her children, all the while keeping her own past a secret.

In Steph’s certainty that only her ambition can save her, she will stretch her bonds with each of these women to the point of breaking, at once betraying their love and generosity, and forcing them to reconsider their own deepest desires in her shadow. Told through an intricately woven tapestry of narrative, To the Moon and Back is an astounding and expansive novel of mothers and daughters, love and sacrifice, alienation and heartbreak, terror and wonder. At its core, it is the story of the extraordinary lengths to which one woman will go to find space for herself.

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This book contains scenes depicting suicide and mentions of domestic abuse.

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To the Moon and Back

Steph

REMOVAL

June 1987

I imagine her terrified. Our mother. Two children in the back seat. She drove like a woman followed, even after we left him at the foot of that tall hill. There was blood there, back in Texas, and tiny shards of glass still covered my sister. She sat beside me, her small body glittering in passing lights—the brights of cars, the moon.

I remember our mother pulling off the highway into dark towns, buying biscuits at the drive-through with small bills in a rubber band, pulled from under the driver’s seat. Kayla slept and I ate three biscuits, hers and mine and our mother’s, too. Our mother, who cried silently behind the steering wheel from Dallas to Plano to Sherman to McAlester. I practiced reading highway signs. Our mother helped me sound them out, until she didn’t.

I was in my school clothes. My underwear said Tuesday in cursive. A long time later, we passed a blue sign with a buffalo-skin shield and eagle feathers and little brown crosses. Oklahoma. Our mother corrected me, oh not ah, but she was talking again. She was alive. She pulled off the highway at the first rest stop past the blue sign and she took one giant breath, in and out with her eyes closed. I copied her. Kayla wiggled against the straps in her booster seat. She started to sing, happily and to herself.

I would grow up with stories in Tahlequah, though never the kind I asked for. There were no stories for what had happened, for why we’d left Texas and when we might return.

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Why I love it

Honestly, outer space terrifies me. Thinking about how vast it is and how much we don’t know about the universe makes me want to keep my feet planted firmly on the ground. Luckily, reading is the best mode of space travel—and To the Moon and Back is astronomically good!

Steph grows up in Oklahoma, connected to her Cherokee roots and far away from her abusive father. Her childhood is defined by her dream of becoming an astronaut, a goal she pursues through college and beyond. Yet, building a career in the space industry isn’t easy, especially when crushes, family, and identity start to get in the way. How will Steph balance her life on Earth with her drive to get to space? You’ll have to read to find out!

To the Moon and Back is a soaring, heartfelt debut. I was struck by the limitlessness of this book as Steph’s story took me to places I’ve never been. It also reminded me of the importance of history, home, and love. If you’re looking to expand your perspective with an emotional, uplifting read, To the Moon and Back is the novel for you!

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All the Way to the River
To the Moon and Back
Immortal Consequences
A Family Matter
This Princess Kills Monsters
Bury Our Bones in the Midnight Soil
Walk Like a Girl
Gifted & Talented
The Sun Was Electric Light
Every Sweet Thing Is Bitter
Oathbound
Liquid
Our Infinite Fates
The Bones Beneath My Skin
We Could Be Rats
Isaac’s Song
The Three Lives of Cate Kay
I Might Be in Trouble
Most Wonderful
The Teller of Small Fortunes
The Crimson Crown
Blue Sisters
The Pairing
A Thousand Times Before
The Lost Story
Spitting Gold
The Lady Waiting
Five Broken Blades
Gwen & Art Are Not in Love
Alice Sadie Celine
The Future
Let Us Descend
Stars in Your Eyes
You, Again
Ink Blood Sister Scribe
The Light Pirate
Kiss Her Once for Me
Foul Lady Fortune
Thistlefoot
Woman of Light
Siren Queen
Marrying the Ketchups
Yerba Buena
The Verifiers
Love & Other Disasters
Razorblade Tears
One Last Stop
Skye Falling
Honey Girl
The Prophets
Memorial
The Star-Crossed Sisters of Tuscany
The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue
The Death of Vivek Oji
The Boy in the Red Dress
A Burning
The Vanishing Half
The Knockout Queen
Untamed
The Great Believers
Red, White & Royal Blue
Wayward Son
The Stars and the Blackness Between Them
All of Us with Wings
How (Not) to Ask a Boy to Prom
Lot
The Deceivers
A Ladder to the Sky
The Heart’s Invisible Furies
The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo
The Animators