Almost Life by Kiran Millwood Hargrave
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Almost Life by Kiran Millwood Hargrave

Literary fiction

Almost Life

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by Kiran Millwood Hargrave

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In this luminous story, two young women spend a summer falling in love, and a lifetime picking up the pieces.

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Synopsis

Erica and Laure meet on the steps of the Sacré-Coeur in Paris, 1978. Erica is a student, relishing her first summer abroad before beginning university at home in England. Laure is studying for her PhD at the Sorbonne, drinking and smoking far too much, and sleeping with a married woman. The moment the two women meet, the spark is undeniable, but their encounter turns into far more than a summer of love. It is the beginning of a relationship that will define their lives and every decision they have yet to make…

Erica and Laure’s love story spans decades, marriage, children, secret trysts, and the agonizing changes—both personal and political—that might mean they can be together, after all. But when life brings them within touching distance again, will they be brave enough to seize a future together?

Beautifully capturing young love and all its complexities, Almost Life is a story of longing for the paths not taken, and the almost lives we live.

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They met on the steps of the Sacré-Cœur beneath a sky of the most fierce and unerring blue, so without variation or hesitation it was as though a painter had brushed cerulean across the horizon, no shade or blight anywhere, yet undeniably a cover up. Or perhaps it was only so blue by contrast to the dome and cupolas of the Sacré-Cœur, which too seemed arranged, virgin white paper cut out and laid across the perfect wash of the sky.

Laure was reading and smoking on the left staircase, her long legs thrust out before her, her prematurely greying hair flipped over and hanging across her narrow face. Erica approached, sweating from the ascent through Montmartre’s cobbles in her polyester skirt printed with great bunching florals, rippling and sticking to her thighs. She swears it was the right staircase, remembers turning to her left to look up at the dome pinned against the sky. Smoke in her eyes, an instinctive irritation that did not serve her well in Paris. Each will remember it differently, but on this fact they agree: it was Erica who smiled first, and said—

“Bonjour.”

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Why we chose it...


We fell for the sweeping, decade-spanning emotional bond in this story about two women who can never completely forget each other, even when they try.


The vivid portrait of Parisian life in all its grimy, artsy beauty had us craving a summer evening by the Seine with a glass of wine.


Beginning in the late 1970s, the long-distance love affair had an analog charm that appealed to our Editorial Team—if you’d rather write a letter than send a text, this is the book for you.

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