Everything Was Beautiful and Nothing Hurt by Ben Reeves
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Everything Was Beautiful and Nothing Hurt by Ben Reeves

Literary fiction

Everything Was Beautiful and Nothing Hurt

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by Ben Reeves

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Quick take

Heartwarming and tender, this unforgettable debut grapples with mortality from the perspective of Death himself.

Melancholy

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Synopsis

Travis is Death in the modern world. He wears jeans and a T-shirt and lives in a small, grey town. His job is to offer people comfort in their final hours of life. He’s stoic, gentle, and a little naive, despite everything he knows. He’s young and handsome, despite who he is. Each death he witnesses is meaningful to him; he listens, never judges, and most importantly, never tries to change anyone’s fate. He knows that every life must eventually end to maintain the balance of the universe and he respects the cycle.

Then he meets Dalia, a midwife, and her boisterous eight-year-old daughter Layla, who live across the hall. As Dalia and Layla come to embrace Travis, it becomes more difficult to maintain the detachment that’s allowed him to function for so long. Their time together teaches him what’s truly important in life—and what might be irrevocably lost in death.

Content warning

This book contains mentions of suicide and the death of a child.

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Everything Was Beautiful and Nothing Hurt

A Rolling Boy

The silver car tumbles end-over-end five times before resting on its roof at the crossroads. A traffic light shifts from red to green, detecting nothing wrong with this arrival, and the headlights glare through the rain, and the wheels keep spinning, flicking their spray at no one in the empty street.

All is quiet. A kebab shop, yellow haze. The stark whiteness of a liquor store and the spatter of residential windows glinting like fairy lights. Faces peeking through the curtains. There’s a scent of sparks from the fireworks behind the terraces, and from the car’s roof where it scraped along the road.

The car sits steaming in the cold, the upside-down world reflected in the wet tarmac. It was the wetness that made the tires slip—tires, illegal, too bald, beige treads—and it was the Jägermeister he’d brought to the party, and the pills still fizzing inside his stomach.

The car’s wheels begin to slow, like a worn-out clock.

Nothing moves but everything speaks—the car speaks, the signs speak. It all speaks, so quiet, so gentle—the whisper of a drain, the birdsong of distant sirens. All of it waits.

They arrive, an ambulance and two police response vehicles, flashing blue-red-blue. The traffic light does its best to recite what happened in its light-language, but none of them listens. The paramedics scurry to the scene, urgent and cautious and tired from the long night. The police chatter like budgies into their radios. They await instruction.

But no instruction comes, for the world slows, slows.

It slows and slows and slows to an imperceptible crawl.

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Why we chose it...


Sometimes, a book finds you at just the right time. This literary tearjerker helped us process grief, loss, and longing, while providing us with an excuse to let out a good cry.


This book paints a sweeping picture of humanity as Death travels from one final moment to the next, offering a reminder to live life to its fullest as characters reflect on the poignant moments when time runs out.


The rhythmic, poetic writing is both beautiful and hypnotizing, giving the book a timeless, fable-like feel.

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