To the Moon and Back by Eliana Ramage
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To the Moon and Back by Eliana Ramage

Contemporary fiction

To the Moon and Back

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by Eliana Ramage

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A young Cherokee woman sets her sights on the moon in this story of intergenerational bonds and unstoppable dreams.

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  • Illustrated icon, 400

    400+ pages

  • Illustrated icon, Family_Drama

    Family drama

  • Illustrated icon, LGBTQ_themes

    LGBTQ+ themes

  • Illustrated icon, Salacious

    Salacious

Synopsis

Steph Harper is on the run. When she was six, her mother, Hannah, fled an abusive husband—with Steph and her younger sister, Kayla, in tow—to Cherokee Nation, where she hoped they might finally belong. In response, Steph sets her sights as far away from Oklahoma as she can get, vowing that she will let nothing get in the way of pursuing the rigorous physical and academic training she knows she will need to be accepted by NASA, and ultimately, to go to the moon.

Spanning three decades and several continents, To the Moon and Back encompasses Steph’s turbulent journey, along with the multifaceted and intertwined lives of the three women closest to her sister Kayla, an artist who goes on to become an Indigenous social media influencer, and whose determination to appear good takes her life to unexpected places; Steph’s college girlfriend Della Owens, who strives to reclaim her identity as an adult after being removed from her Cherokee family through a challenge to the Indian Child Welfare Act; and Hannah, Steph and Kayla’s mother, who has held up her family’s tribal history as a beacon of inspiration to her children, all the while keeping her own past a secret.

In Steph’s certainty that only her ambition can save her, she will stretch her bonds with each of these women to the point of breaking, at once betraying their love and generosity, and forcing them to reconsider their own deepest desires in her shadow. Told through an intricately woven tapestry of narrative, To the Moon and Back is an astounding and expansive novel of mothers and daughters, love and sacrifice, alienation and heartbreak, terror and wonder. At its core, it is the story of the extraordinary lengths to which one woman will go to find space for herself.

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This book contains scenes depicting suicide and mentions of domestic abuse.

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To the Moon and Back

Steph

REMOVAL

June 1987

I imagine her terrified. Our mother. Two children in the back seat. She drove like a woman followed, even after we left him at the foot of that tall hill. There was blood there, back in Texas, and tiny shards of glass still covered my sister. She sat beside me, her small body glittering in passing lights—the brights of cars, the moon.

I remember our mother pulling off the highway into dark towns, buying biscuits at the drive-through with small bills in a rubber band, pulled from under the driver’s seat. Kayla slept and I ate three biscuits, hers and mine and our mother’s, too. Our mother, who cried silently behind the steering wheel from Dallas to Plano to Sherman to McAlester. I practiced reading highway signs. Our mother helped me sound them out, until she didn’t.

I was in my school clothes. My underwear said Tuesday in cursive. A long time later, we passed a blue sign with a buffalo-skin shield and eagle feathers and little brown crosses. Oklahoma. Our mother corrected me, oh not ah, but she was talking again. She was alive. She pulled off the highway at the first rest stop past the blue sign and she took one giant breath, in and out with her eyes closed. I copied her. Kayla wiggled against the straps in her booster seat. She started to sing, happily and to herself.

I would grow up with stories in Tahlequah, though never the kind I asked for. There were no stories for what had happened, for why we’d left Texas and when we might return.

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Why we chose it...


This is a decade-spanning coming-of-age story that takes its time developing well-realized characters who are ambitious, passionate, and complex.


From binary stars to supermassive black holes, this book digs deep into big scientific ideas and is never afraid to get a little bit nerdy.


The multifaceted exploration of heritage, family, and identity raises compelling questions that kept us thinking long after the final page.

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Ruinous Ends
The Winged Game
Games: A Love Story
The Shrouded Queen
The Last Contract of Isako
Seek the Traitor’s Son
Dissection of a Murder
Blood Bound
Into the Blue
This Kingdom Will Not Kill Me
We Who Will Die
Silver Elite
And Now, Back to You
Dawn of the North
This Book Made Me Think of You
Stolen Midnights
Sunk in Love
Skylark
Rings of Fate
Crux
The Rebel and the Rose
Buckeye
Good Spirits
Red City
The Academy
Wild Reverence
To the Moon and Back
The Lost Baker of Vienna
The River Is Waiting
This Princess Kills Monsters
Bury Our Bones in the Midnight Soil
My Friends
Home of the American Circus
Gifted & Talented
Enchantra
We All Live Here
First-Time Caller
Babylonia
The Favorites
The Thirteenth Child
Most Wonderful
The Courting of Bristol Keats
Pictures of You
PS: I Hate You
The Road of Bones
Intermezzo
The Dagger and the Flame
The Wild Huntress
The Crimson Crown
Here One Moment
Phantasma
The Pairing
All the Colors of the Dark
The God of the Woods
Same As It Ever Was
The Demon of Unrest
Five Broken Blades
Real Americans
Table for Two
The Familiar
A Short Walk Through a Wide World
Just for the Summer
The Wives
A Fate Inked in Blood
The Disappearance of Astrid Bricard
The Fox Wife
The Mayor of Maxwell Street
Ready or Not
Heartless Hunter
The Women
Family Family
Ruthless Vows
Gwen & Art Are Not in Love
The Frozen River
The Future
What We Kept to Ourselves
Wellness
Happiness Falls
Shark Heart
Love, Theoretically
The Only One Left
The First Ladies
Warrior Girl Unearthed
The True Love Experiment
Did You Hear About Kitty Karr?
Yours Truly
Hello Beautiful
I Have Some Questions for You
The Last Russian Doll
The Shards
Hell Bent
Age of Vice
A Wilderness of Stars
Before I Let Go
The Last Party
Foul Lady Fortune
Sign Here
Thistlefoot
Bronze Drum
Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow
The Wedding Dress Sewing Circle
Part of Your World
Lessons in Chemistry
The Good Left Undone
Kaikeyi
True Biz
Booth
Peach Blossom Spring
Black Cake
Will
Still Life
The Keeper of Night
The Book of Magic
The Lincoln Highway
Apples Never Fall
In Every Mirror She's Black
Damnation Spring
One Last Stop
Half Sick of Shadows
The Girl with Stars in Her Eyes
What Comes After
In a Book Club Far Away
The Four Winds
Black Buck
The City We Became
The Prophets
Legendborn
The Star-Crossed Sisters of Tuscany
The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue
Friends and Strangers
Evicted
The End of October
The Book of Longings
The Great Believers
Yes No Maybe So
Anna K
Red, White & Royal Blue
Ninth House
Frankly in Love
Permanent Record
The Reckless Oath We Made
The Boy and Girl Who Broke the World
The Gifted School
Ask Again, Yes
Night Music
Small Fry
One Day in December
Nine Perfect Strangers
The Clockmaker's Daughter
The Great Alone
The Heart’s Invisible Furies
The Ministry of Utmost Happiness
The Nightingale
Behold the Dreamers
A Gentleman in Moscow
Salt to the Sea